Sunday

Okay, so I have not blogged in awhile. Ya, I know, I am sorry; but today I am so all is well. Let me put you in the mood that I am in right now. Let me take you on a tour of how soothed my soul is right now. It is 1:53 on a Sunday afternoon. It is spring, and outside the weather is gloomy, yet refreshing. The clouds are drizzling rain. The big game is on and time is dwindling down the score is close and breathes are held. I put no commas in that last sentence, because I want you to read it, the way I felt as I said it. I put the TV on mute so I can watch the game in all its' beauty. That used to be my game. I guess it will always be my game. Anyway, I have been thinking a lot lately. Firstly, because my birthday is 5 days away and I am mildly excited. Would you like to know what I am truly anticipating? Ok, well, this is the first Mother's Day that I, Jessica, am a mother. I would like to think I am doing a pretty great job too. Now, my daughter will only be 8 months old when Mother's Day comes around, but I am proud to know I will be celebrating the first of many more Mother's Days' to come. That thought also brought about another thought. I am proud of myself. For I was once lost, but now I am found. Twas' blind but now I see. I say that because, I am figuring things out. I have grown and am continuing to grow into a great woman. The world has come so much more vivid to me. I may not be where I would like to be right now, but I accept that there is a reason for that. At the same time I am still fortunate and grateful to be where I am now. To add on to that I am also forever continuing to seek and accel at new ventures in life. Well, as you can all see, my mind stays forever busy. I am going to stop right here for now because I like to marinade in my thoughts, so that is what I am going to do right now. After I am done I will come get at you with another blog. That is it for today. Much Love! Stay Positive!

God Bless,
Jess