Unconditional, Relentless, Undying

Well it's a beautiful day in the neighborhood, and all I can think is how good it feels to be alive. For some reason today I have a different outlook on life than usual. This feeling is refreshing, it is serene, calm, and uplifting. Usually I am very impatient, I want things done right away, and I love to be looked at as having my stuff together, but not really doing things to there full potential. I have always had this problem. I always look at the short term effects of things instead of the overall picture. Recently I have been stressed about school, money, school, money, and that seems like it can defeat me at times. When ultimately if those are the only things I am stressed about in life I am doing pretty good. I consider myself to be EXTREMELY fortunate. I have my head on my shoulders. My family is EXCEPTIONAL, not to mention I have the greatest gift in this world, which is my daughter who confirms that my fountain of love will never run dry. My love life has reached a point that I never even knew existed; and not to mention I have learned how to give my whole life to the Lord, and how to appreciate the low points in life as much as the high times in life. One of the most important lessons I have ever been taught is that if you Give everything to the Lord, the good, and the bad, that everything will fall into its' place. Most people looking at my life from the outside may say my life is quite unfortunate, but I would say the complete opposite. My life is great. Many unfortunate things have happened, but on the upside it has put me in check. Learning how to love correctly is the greatest thing I have ever done. I love those who love me, yet I also love those who may hate me the same, and those who I do not even know at all. Love will set your soul free. When you hate someone or something it is a waste of time. It took me a long time to realize this, and to accept it. Now that I have, the only way I can go is up. The important things in my life such as my God, my family, my morals, and my virtues have taken off from the starting line and the pace they will continue to travel will be steady, and promising. I choose to take all that I have experience, to encourage my climb to my full potential. Giving up has never gotten me anywhere. Time is of the essence. My love is Unconditional, Relentless, and Undying. There is beauty even in the most unlikely of places. This blog right here is the mind set that I declare to live my life. I appreciate you reading this, and I hope that in some way it has touched you.

God Bless,
Jess

...When your hungry...

Well, it's a new day, so breathe new air. Let the funk from the past be laid to rest. So, I am constantly thinking of new ways to break barriers for the better, and for ways to challenge myself. This morning I had one of those moments where I felt like I was so overwhelmed and my heart felt so heavy; but when I would try to think of why, I could not even come with a reason suited for my tsunami of emotion. That is when I realized that emotions can often get the best of us. All I could think was,"..Where's my head??...". Then it stopped me like a screeching halt; that was what was missing in it all, my logic. My heart over powered my mind. Once I proceeded to break my thoughts down, the weight on my heart started to also lift. I will speak for myself when I say this, but I let impatience get the best of me, yet I am a lazy competitor when it comes to procrastination. Now, you probably are thinking, that my statement contradicts itself. You are right. That also means that I contradicted myself. Which leads me to realize that until I stop contradicting myself I can never grow. I am literally putting arrows on myself going in two different directions but the point of common gravity always goes back to the center they both originated from. In order for me to stop pressing rewind in my life I need to choose which direction I need to take and cut the other road off. Only then can I continue to write the book of my life. I have decided to title this blog "...When your hungry...", because when I am hungry for not only answers, but questions the only way to fulfill my hunger is to not leave my conscious savoring for anymore knowledge in any subject. I believe life to be documented as chapters. The previous chapter is never forgotten, but holds as much significance as the following chapters to come. You will pay each chapter of your life equal respect in the sense that you will pay so much attention to every chapter that you will never have to refer back to the details. Well, I believe I have written enough for today. My main message was to say, stay leveled in life. Feed your hunger with knowledge continually so you can continue to grow. Continue to ask questions or you will never know. Choose your path and watch the story unravel. Give thanks through it all. And remember it all starts with one person, and one thought.

God Bless,
Jess

FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO NEED SOME INSPIRATION HERE IS A LITTLE PUSH, BY THE END OF THIS CLIP I HOPE YOU VIEW LIFE AT THE SAME ESTEEM AS THIS WOMAN.

IN THE BEGINNING...

Hey everyone! My name is Jessica, and I am a very open-minded individual who loves to spread a positive message, but most of all I LOVE to make people think about things they have never thought about. Writing my thoughts is something I have done for so long, but I will be honest, I never thought anyone would listen; but I do believe in change and I believe in a better tomorrow. Which means it has to start with a message. I am young, but life has presented me with scenarios I never thought I would ever come face to face with. With that said I am still hear, and there must be a reason for it. My faith in the Lord is stronger than it has ever been, and grows more everyday. I believe in love, I believe that no one is bigger than the next person, I believe if we all gave as much as we felt we needed to receive NO ONE would struggle, and listening to what others have to say can go a long way. The Lord put us on this earth to help each other, and to become stronger as a community. A community means no one is left behind. I believe the next person is my responsibility. Anyway, I think you guys see where I am coming from and what direction my blogs will be going in, but don't get to comfortable and think only one, two, or even three topics will be talked about here. Just like life throws the unexpected at you so will I. My goal is to challenge your minds, so stay tuned till tomorrow when I will strike a new thought. I hope everyone enjoyed my message for today, and let me know if there is anything you would like me to talk about. Thanks, and remember it starts with one person.

God Bless,
Jess