Sunday, March 29, 2009

Unconditional, Relentless, Undying

Well it's a beautiful day in the neighborhood, and all I can think is how good it feels to be alive. For some reason today I have a different outlook on life than usual. This feeling is refreshing, it is serene, calm, and uplifting. Usually I am very impatient, I want things done right away, and I love to be looked at as having my stuff together, but not really doing things to there full potential. I have always had this problem. I always look at the short term effects of things instead of the overall picture. Recently I have been stressed about school, money, school, money, and that seems like it can defeat me at times. When ultimately if those are the only things I am stressed about in life I am doing pretty good. I consider myself to be EXTREMELY fortunate. I have my head on my shoulders. My family is EXCEPTIONAL, not to mention I have the greatest gift in this world, which is my daughter who confirms that my fountain of love will never run dry. My love life has reached a point that I never even knew existed; and not to mention I have learned how to give my whole life to the Lord, and how to appreciate the low points in life as much as the high times in life. One of the most important lessons I have ever been taught is that if you Give everything to the Lord, the good, and the bad, that everything will fall into its' place. Most people looking at my life from the outside may say my life is quite unfortunate, but I would say the complete opposite. My life is great. Many unfortunate things have happened, but on the upside it has put me in check. Learning how to love correctly is the greatest thing I have ever done. I love those who love me, yet I also love those who may hate me the same, and those who I do not even know at all. Love will set your soul free. When you hate someone or something it is a waste of time. It took me a long time to realize this, and to accept it. Now that I have, the only way I can go is up. The important things in my life such as my God, my family, my morals, and my virtues have taken off from the starting line and the pace they will continue to travel will be steady, and promising. I choose to take all that I have experience, to encourage my climb to my full potential. Giving up has never gotten me anywhere. Time is of the essence. My love is Unconditional, Relentless, and Undying. There is beauty even in the most unlikely of places. This blog right here is the mind set that I declare to live my life. I appreciate you reading this, and I hope that in some way it has touched you.

God Bless,
Jess

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